dimanche 24 décembre 2006
In't that just cute?
Our Lass and I took some photos of the little calf this morning. He kept running off and hiding in the bushes, he must be camera shy! It got easier when he found his mum, Camomile.
He's suckling well but keeps changing teats every two minutes. I'm sure he'll get the hang of it quite quickly. I already heard him do the feablest "moo", and this morning he tried to nibble a bit of hay.
He hasn't got a name yet, so suggest something if you like.
See you soon
Tantine
samedi 23 décembre 2006
Oh! Qu'il est mignon!
Ca y est, notre Fifille est arrivée d'Ajaccio vendredi soir, alors samedi matin elle a vu le bébé veau pour la première fois.
Nous n'avons pu résister à le prendre en photo. Il se cache beaucoup, alors c'était un peu difficile avant qu'il retrouve Camomile, sa mère.
Il tete bien déjà. Il change de tétine tous les deux minutes, je pense qu'il ne maîtrise pas tout à fait le système, mais il n'a que quatre jours et il est vraiment vif, donc je ne m'inquiète pas du tout.
Je l'ai même entendu meugler aujourd'hui. C'est un tout petit bruit!
Il n'a pas encore de nom, donc je suis ouverte aux suggestions.
A bientôt
Tantine
mercredi 20 décembre 2006
Jennifer Gwen is an Angel
Jennifer Gwen is the first Angel I met on the Teratoma Support Forum. Like many SCT Angels, Jennifer Gwen lost her fight against her tumour and she passed away in her mummy's tummy, this autumn, on the 11th October. Before leaving, she whispered a message in my heart.
The Rainbow Angel
Jennifer Gwen is an Angel
Who came down from above,
Nestled herself inside you
To teach you how to love.
Jennifer Gwen is an Angel
Who filled your hearts with hope
And despite all the diagnoses
Taught you how to cope.
Jennifer Gwen is an Angel
But Angels can't stay long
And she knew that the road would be difficult
So she helped you become strong
Jennifer Gwen is an Angel
As such, her stay was short.
Just enough to share with you
Those beautiful things she taught.
Jennifer Gwen is an Angel
And Angels cannot die
That is why Jennifer Gwen
Must return to the clouds on high.
My kind thoughts to Keryn and Adrian, mum and dad to their Rainbow Angel, in Australia.
Libellés :
Angels and Miracles,
Anglais,
English,
Poesie,
Poetry
SCT - Angels and Miracles
SCT is the usual abbreviation for a Sacrococcygeal Teratoma. These very rare tumeurs happen in a ratio of 1:35,000 to 1:70,000 live births.
I happen to be one of those rare specimens called an SCT Survivor. Up till October of this year I never knew that anyone else in the world had ever had one. I never dreamed I would find people who could understand the different difficulties and problems induced by it. I thought I would have to go this one all alone.
Jen's Teratoma Support site and the Teratoma Foundation forum have been such a revelation to me, and have helped me enormously over the last two months, and for once in my life I find that I can be really, truly, helpful. Expectant couples who have had their unborn baby diagnosed with an SCT or one of the other, even rarer, forms of teratoma find precious information and very caring psychological support.
I hope that my presence on the SCT Forum, still alive and kicking, almost 45 years after having gone through the same experience, albeit "from the other side", helps them maintain their hope in a situation where the initial prognostics are often very bleak.
The majority of SCT babies are born by planned premature cesarian deliveries, and undergo major surgery only hours or days after birth. Some have even been operated on 'in utero'. Some babies do not manage to overcome their tumeur. These babies become SCT Angels that leave their strength and their fighting spirit to our small, but growing community.
The strength and fighting spirit necessary for a baby born at 33 weeks, and weighing less than 2 kilos, to undergo a 9 hour surgical intervention. The miracle of life triomphing against such terrible odds.
My Angels and Miracles poems relate these magnificent Stories
Libellés :
Angels and Miracles,
Anges,
Anglais,
English,
SCT
mardi 19 décembre 2006
An Early Christmas Present
Il est né le divin enfant
Distilbène
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à ma vie?
Quarante ans d'angoisses, quarante ans d'abimes.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à mon corps?
Quarante ans affamée, quarante ans de morts.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à mes enfants?
Vingt ans de grossesses, vingt ans d'avortements.
"Tête de la Nena" - Marie-Odile Gobillard-Soyer, en hommage à sa fille Valérie.
Dis, Stilbène qu'as tu fait à ma fratrie?
Cinquante ans de souffrances, cinquante ans de cris.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à toutes ces femmes?
Soixante ans de vies gachées, soixante ans de drames.
Dis, Stilbène, quand vas tu cesser?
Soixante ans de poison sans exprimer des regrets.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait avec l'argent?
Soixante ans de bénéfices, sur le dos des innocents.
Poesie.................Sculpture par
Tantine................Marie-Odile
Fille DES..............Mère DES
Quarante ans d'angoisses, quarante ans d'abimes.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à mon corps?
Quarante ans affamée, quarante ans de morts.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à mes enfants?
Vingt ans de grossesses, vingt ans d'avortements.
"Tête de la Nena" - Marie-Odile Gobillard-Soyer, en hommage à sa fille Valérie.
Dis, Stilbène qu'as tu fait à ma fratrie?
Cinquante ans de souffrances, cinquante ans de cris.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à toutes ces femmes?
Soixante ans de vies gachées, soixante ans de drames.
Dis, Stilbène, quand vas tu cesser?
Soixante ans de poison sans exprimer des regrets.
Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait avec l'argent?
Soixante ans de bénéfices, sur le dos des innocents.
Poesie.................Sculpture par
Tantine................Marie-Odile
Fille DES..............Mère DES
Libellés :
Coups de Colère,
DES,
Distilbène,
Français,
French,
Poesie,
Poetry,
Stilbestrol,
Venom
Stilbestrol
They gave my mum a molecule
“To dry your milk” they said.
They gave it too, to other mums
Because their womb had bled.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into her son.
Born with a split epiglottis,
Of an aneurism he is gone.
They gave my mum a molecule
After he was born.
They gave it to sell more baby milk
And another life was torn.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into the next.
He was born for alcohol
And took his own life, vexed.
They gave my mum a molecule
That had never been through tests.
They gave it too, to other mums
And now they lose their breasts.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into the twins.
One born for anorexia
The other believes he’s a sin.
They gave my mum a molecule
Though the test mice had all died.
They gave it too, to other mums
And our organs are shriveled inside.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into her daughter.
She has had autistic boys,
So where will end this slaughter?
They gave my mum a molecule
That the body could not shed.
They gave it too, to other mums
And of cancers they are dead.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
And it became my turn.
Born with a teratoma,
In hell I’ve sought to burn.
They gave my mum a molecule
“In very small proportions”.
They gave it too, to others as
A chemical abortion.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
Another sister got her share.
A hysterectomy at thirty-five.
It really is not fair.
They gave my mum a molecule
With a quadruple half life.
They gave it too, to other mums
And now we live in strife.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
Into another child it crept.
My sister lost her babies
And never more has slept.
They gave my mum a molecule
Though the dangers had been proved.
They gave it too, to other mums
Now we have our breasts removed.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
Into her last girl child.
Lost to hallucinations,
Secret terrors in her mind.
They gave my mum a molecule
Between each pregnancy.
It would seem that this suffice
To wreck a family.
And still the beast rolled in her veins
And entered my little brother
Who’s on alcohol and Prozac.
She didn’t have another.
They gave my mum a molecule.
Now they refuse to take the blame
For this poison distributed with
So many different names.
And still the beast rolls in our veins:
Her children’s children show
All the signs and symptoms of
Iatrogens in utero
They gave my mum a molecule
All it’s poison now unfurls
They gave it too, in Australia,
To stunt the growth of girls.
And still the beast rolls in their veins
And her children’s children’s
Children?
Tantine
DES Daughter
Libellés :
Anglais,
Coups de Colère,
DES,
Distilbène,
English,
Poesie,
Poetry,
Stilbestrol,
Venom
My blog is almost ready
As you can see, I've managed to put some photos on here. Haven't worked out for my profile photo yet. So the one under
here will have to do for now.
here will have to do for now.
Anglais or French
I've realised I can separate my messages into English and French, so this is going to be easier than I thought at first. I have to download a "thingy" for my photos though, and with my 52k pedal driven modem this is going to be a bit long. See you. Tantine
English ou Français?
Je pense que j'ai trouvé une solution pour faciliter la lecture de mon blog. Je vais faire des libellés en français et en anglais, comme ça on devrait s'en sortir un peu mieux. Ah, oui, je voulais dire, j'ai aussi trouvé pour les photos. Je dois télécharger un machin pour publier mes images. Compte tenu de la vitesse de mon modem (52k), on est pas encore arrivée! Peut-être des photos de Noël pour Pâques donc. Wait and see!
Bises
Tantine
Bises
Tantine
Blog in Construction
J'ai décidé de recommencer mon 67890° blog, je ne me rappelle jamais comment on fait, je ne me rappelle pas de leurs adresses....
This is my trillionth blog, can't get the hang of them, howeverhard I try.
Je suis beaucoup plus motivée cette fois-ci, puisqu'il y a une copine qui m'a proposé un coup de main. Quand j'aurais compris comment on fait je vous file l'adresse de son blog, c'est très jolie a regarder, on s'y sent bien.
I've found someone to help me get my blog act together and once I've mastered this a little more, I'll put her blog link on here. It's very soothing to browse through.
Pas de photos pour l'instant parce que je n'ai pas encore compris cela non plus! Décidément, Au Secours M!
I haven't sussed out how to get my photos onto the blog either, I really do need M's Heeeeeeeeelp!
Maybe it's cos I'm on a Mac?
Ne me dit pas que ça marche pas sur Mac, après tout ce travail que j'ai déjà fait là!
T'as vu l'heure? Et le Grand'Ours doit se lever à 6h! Oops! A demain
You seen what time it is? The Big Bear's got work tomorrow, so I'd better buzz off.
See you!
Bises
Tantine
This is my trillionth blog, can't get the hang of them, howeverhard I try.
Je suis beaucoup plus motivée cette fois-ci, puisqu'il y a une copine qui m'a proposé un coup de main. Quand j'aurais compris comment on fait je vous file l'adresse de son blog, c'est très jolie a regarder, on s'y sent bien.
I've found someone to help me get my blog act together and once I've mastered this a little more, I'll put her blog link on here. It's very soothing to browse through.
Pas de photos pour l'instant parce que je n'ai pas encore compris cela non plus! Décidément, Au Secours M!
I haven't sussed out how to get my photos onto the blog either, I really do need M's Heeeeeeeeelp!
Maybe it's cos I'm on a Mac?
Ne me dit pas que ça marche pas sur Mac, après tout ce travail que j'ai déjà fait là!
T'as vu l'heure? Et le Grand'Ours doit se lever à 6h! Oops! A demain
You seen what time it is? The Big Bear's got work tomorrow, so I'd better buzz off.
See you!
Bises
Tantine
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