mardi 19 décembre 2006

An Early Christmas Present


Camomile gave us an early Christmas present, by having her calf this morning. When I found her hidden in the bushes this morning, the calf was still sticky. I've already seen him suckling. You'll have to wait for the photos though, as the digicam is in Ajaccio until the weekend.

Il est né le divin enfant


Je suis allée donner du foin au vaches ce matin et Camomile, que voici, n'était pas au rendez-vous. Et pour raison! Son petit veau venait de naître. Il était encore tout mouillé. Maman et bébé se portent bien. Pas de photo du petit encore, vu que l'appareil est à Ajaccio jusqu'au weekend.

Distilbène

Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à ma vie?
Quarante ans d'angoisses, quarante ans d'abimes.

Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à mon corps?
Quarante ans affamée, quarante ans de morts.

Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à mes enfants?
Vingt ans de grossesses, vingt ans d'avortements.



"Tête de la Nena" - Marie-Odile Gobillard-Soyer, en hommage à sa fille Valérie.

Dis, Stilbène qu'as tu fait à ma fratrie?
Cinquante ans de souffrances, cinquante ans de cris.

Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait à toutes ces femmes?
Soixante ans de vies gachées, soixante ans de drames.

Dis, Stilbène, quand vas tu cesser?
Soixante ans de poison sans exprimer des regrets.

Dis, Stilbène, qu'as tu fait avec l'argent?
Soixante ans de bénéfices, sur le dos des innocents.


Poesie.................Sculpture par
Tantine................Marie-Odile
Fille DES..............Mère DES

Stilbestrol


They gave my mum a molecule
“To dry your milk” they said.
They gave it too, to other mums
Because their womb had bled.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into her son.
Born with a split epiglottis,
Of an aneurism he is gone.

They gave my mum a molecule
After he was born.
They gave it to sell more baby milk
And another life was torn.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into the next.
He was born for alcohol
And took his own life, vexed.

They gave my mum a molecule
That had never been through tests.
They gave it too, to other mums
And now they lose their breasts.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into the twins.
One born for anorexia
The other believes he’s a sin.

They gave my mum a molecule
Though the test mice had all died.
They gave it too, to other mums
And our organs are shriveled inside.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
And passed into her daughter.
She has had autistic boys,
So where will end this slaughter?

They gave my mum a molecule
That the body could not shed.
They gave it too, to other mums
And of cancers they are dead.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
And it became my turn.
Born with a teratoma,
In hell I’ve sought to burn.

They gave my mum a molecule
“In very small proportions”.
They gave it too, to others as
A chemical abortion.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
Another sister got her share.
A hysterectomy at thirty-five.
It really is not fair.

They gave my mum a molecule
With a quadruple half life.
They gave it too, to other mums
And now we live in strife.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
Into another child it crept.
My sister lost her babies
And never more has slept.

They gave my mum a molecule
Though the dangers had been proved.
They gave it too, to other mums
Now we have our breasts removed.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
Into her last girl child.
Lost to hallucinations,
Secret terrors in her mind.

They gave my mum a molecule
Between each pregnancy.
It would seem that this suffice
To wreck a family.

And still the beast rolled in her veins
And entered my little brother
Who’s on alcohol and Prozac.
She didn’t have another.

They gave my mum a molecule.
Now they refuse to take the blame
For this poison distributed with
So many different names.

And still the beast rolls in our veins:
Her children’s children show
All the signs and symptoms of
Iatrogens in utero

They gave my mum a molecule
All it’s poison now unfurls
They gave it too, in Australia,
To stunt the growth of girls.

And still the beast rolls in their veins
And her children’s children’s
Children?


Tantine
DES Daughter

My blog is almost ready

As you can see, I've managed to put some photos on here. Haven't worked out for my profile photo yet. So the one under
here will have to do for now.

Oof! Les photos


Je pense que j'ai touvé deja pour des photos, on verra bien, après j'aurais un truc tout flashy.

Anglais or French

I've realised I can separate my messages into English and French, so this is going to be easier than I thought at first. I have to download a "thingy" for my photos though, and with my 52k pedal driven modem this is going to be a bit long. See you. Tantine

English ou Français?

Je pense que j'ai trouvé une solution pour faciliter la lecture de mon blog. Je vais faire des libellés en français et en anglais, comme ça on devrait s'en sortir un peu mieux. Ah, oui, je voulais dire, j'ai aussi trouvé pour les photos. Je dois télécharger un machin pour publier mes images. Compte tenu de la vitesse de mon modem (52k), on est pas encore arrivée! Peut-être des photos de Noël pour Pâques donc. Wait and see!

Bises

Tantine

Blog in Construction

J'ai décidé de recommencer mon 67890° blog, je ne me rappelle jamais comment on fait, je ne me rappelle pas de leurs adresses....

This is my trillionth blog, can't get the hang of them, howeverhard I try.

Je suis beaucoup plus motivée cette fois-ci, puisqu'il y a une copine qui m'a proposé un coup de main. Quand j'aurais compris comment on fait je vous file l'adresse de son blog, c'est très jolie a regarder, on s'y sent bien.

I've found someone to help me get my blog act together and once I've mastered this a little more, I'll put her blog link on here. It's very soothing to browse through.

Pas de photos pour l'instant parce que je n'ai pas encore compris cela non plus! Décidément, Au Secours M!

I haven't sussed out how to get my photos onto the blog either, I really do need M's Heeeeeeeeelp!

Maybe it's cos I'm on a Mac?

Ne me dit pas que ça marche pas sur Mac, après tout ce travail que j'ai déjà fait là!

T'as vu l'heure? Et le Grand'Ours doit se lever à 6h! Oops! A demain

You seen what time it is? The Big Bear's got work tomorrow, so I'd better buzz off.

See you!
Bises

Tantine